30 June 2007, 11:08 PM
You made me believe that I had nothing to lose.
Ytd was good. :) Managed to spend time with My Sunshine and spamming her blog. Haha went to school for some shit chinese make up listening compre at first. What The Pong I only went school for like half an hour! 1150am - 1220pm ._. Okay so anyway met Kim then when Ikea to eat and got stuff. Went to Sgh to find Reena! Went to her hse to watch movies. Haha The Benchwarmers and She's the Man! :D I still love Benchwarmers alot alot ALOT! The jokes are like super funny the characters make you laugh your asses off. I think I can watch it for a million times and still laugh at the same jokes over and over again. Time passes so fast when you're having fun. Soon we had to leave cos Kim wanted to catch the last bus.
Woke up in the afternoon then went to study at Starbucks with Shu and Cel. But for a while only cos Cel left first then Shu left also. Met my mom later cos today's the last day whereby Gst will be priced at 5%! From tmr its 7% already so decided to do some last minute shopping. Obviously we were wrong it was super duper crammed and packed to the max in Vivo that I didnt even have the mood to shop at all. Shu was there with her family also. Haha so, it was really crowded and I hate to shop in crowded places, esp Zara. Clothes were flying everywhere just because they were on sale. Crap man left after an hour to eat dinner and then home. I'd rather shop during normal days la, the fitting room queues are like to the end of the world, man it was cr-ae-zy!
Should I go swimming tmr? Haha ya imagine me in a swimming costume, fat and gross and what a turn off ._. I shall consider again.
Or maybe a run at a gym will suffice?
If I can get up at 9am tmr morning.
Let's see what we can do.
I'm getting a phone call tonight! :)
Barbed wires slowly growing over my heart.
Ytd was good. :) Managed to spend time with My Sunshine and spamming her blog. Haha went to school for some shit chinese make up listening compre at first. What The Pong I only went school for like half an hour! 1150am - 1220pm ._. Okay so anyway met Kim then when Ikea to eat and got stuff. Went to Sgh to find Reena! Went to her hse to watch movies. Haha The Benchwarmers and She's the Man! :D I still love Benchwarmers alot alot ALOT! The jokes are like super funny the characters make you laugh your asses off. I think I can watch it for a million times and still laugh at the same jokes over and over again. Time passes so fast when you're having fun. Soon we had to leave cos Kim wanted to catch the last bus.
Woke up in the afternoon then went to study at Starbucks with Shu and Cel. But for a while only cos Cel left first then Shu left also. Met my mom later cos today's the last day whereby Gst will be priced at 5%! From tmr its 7% already so decided to do some last minute shopping. Obviously we were wrong it was super duper crammed and packed to the max in Vivo that I didnt even have the mood to shop at all. Shu was there with her family also. Haha so, it was really crowded and I hate to shop in crowded places, esp Zara. Clothes were flying everywhere just because they were on sale. Crap man left after an hour to eat dinner and then home. I'd rather shop during normal days la, the fitting room queues are like to the end of the world, man it was cr-ae-zy!
Should I go swimming tmr? Haha ya imagine me in a swimming costume, fat and gross and what a turn off ._. I shall consider again.
Or maybe a run at a gym will suffice?
If I can get up at 9am tmr morning.
Let's see what we can do.
I'm getting a phone call tonight! :)
Barbed wires slowly growing over my heart.
28 June 2007, 7:57 PM
Happy burfday Bestie! =))
You're 17 finally! But still Sweet Seventeen instead of Sweet Sixteen now. Hope you didnt have any papers in school today! Haha thanks for the years of Friendship and still counting on. You never fail to brighten me with your Cheer Up msgs every now and then to ask me how I am. You stay strong and smart and pretty! :) I'll see you soon takecare babe!
PS: Sorry I just had to cancel my face damn ugly haha.
, 6:15 PM
A happy moment brings about sad moments too.
Great. I keep bluffing myself its still the Holidays even after Terms. :l Almost a week of break before the bloody school life starts again. Pfft.
Anyway Chinese & Lit weren't as bad as the previous papers, probably the only papers that we can possibly crap through and, well, dont do as badly as the other subjects. But my Lit was really crap, what beautiful stories I created during the two and a half hours, better than my Econs, so my marks will also be better. Fff. Each paper had such a long duration, there were many moments when I kept stretching and almost wanted to walk out of my seat. Plus it was bloody cold, we had the aircon right under the tip of our noses for Chinese. Brr.
So glad that Terms are over, and I know my results are gona suck balls. I shldnt feel too upset about it, shld I? We cannot claim credit for what we have not done so I guess I just gotta take it and start working to claim some credit.
After which we went for lunch at Crystal Jade at Holland. Congee yumyum though I wasnt really craving for it. Alliances :D Stupid Kim was eating so slow cos she kept yakking non stop! Haha Cel was so tired she fell asleep on two chairs and pple who came upstairs kept looking at her! Bet she didnt know. Haha Kim and I were talking about a million stories, worst than ghost stories I feel, and retarded jokes. Kim I'm gona say the Mrt joke!
Pong: Hi Ping!
Ping: Hi Pong!
Pong: Ping! Why were you so late for the movie? It has already started!
Ping: I wasnt late I was already at the Mrt!
Ping: Then why cant you make it for the movie?
Pong: I wanted to board the Mrt but the person keep asking me to stand behing the yellow line!
HAHAHAHAHA. I think this joke is really damn cute. Okay, maybe when you read it out verbally it doesnt sound as funny. Go ask your friend to read it to you in a very comical way just like how Kim did and maybe you'll think its funnier. Its very funny, in fact. Really.
HAHAHA. Okay, joke's over.
Headed home after linner (lunch plus dinner) to um, bathe and sleep before going out again later. But poor me! I didnt have time to sleep after I bathed. Was like already going to 8pm. Grabbed my stuff and went to Xian's. For about 10 minutes, we left her hse. Headed down to Cheekys first. Ate a lil before entering. Free entry and free flow leh. Hurr but didnt drink. Xian drank a few cups then Cel came to pick us to go Zouk. Gaby, Gaby's back! :D Managed to enter through Velvet this time using Sandy's id. Haha became super packed at Phuture after we came. Gawd it was bloody packed. CelPetXianSandyGabyVivGerryChew. I really hate it even at the table we were already being pushed. Drank a lil, eh I like Sex on the Beach! :) Dance floor was fwreaking packed. Left then went to eat Cheeeer-ken Rice (my way of pronounciation). Headed home which I bathed, talked a while then slept.
There were a few things I had to conclude that I'll do less that night, I just kept thinking and thinking and thinking.
1. No more wearing of Skinnys (the word looks nicer this way) unless I really need too! Boy firstly its damn uncomfortable and hot and I look fat in it.
2. No more of Zouk unless there's good company. Last night's company was awesome. I enjoyed it though the place was crammed to the max, esp Phuture. I'm not going there anytime soon man.
3. This is supposed to be my next year resolution: No more clubbing! Everyone will say ya right. I also say! Haha but I'm really gona try to stick to the plan, no clubbing till at least Promos are over.
4. I'll try not to be a bitch, lesser of it, in all aspects.
Couldnt really sleep last night. Kept tossing and turning, badly wanting to sleep but my mind wont let me rest. Like you know when you make up your mind to do smthg, but you just cannot do it. Sucks eh when the world is spinning so fast that you cannot adapt to what is happening exactly now, much less of knowing what is even happening. It passes on so fast that I am at the stage of regret. Like when you cant even reflect because way too much has happened. Maybe I'm feeling like this because when you get older, you feel as if each year is passing on faster and faster and you barely have time to cherish and savour the moments, agree? Like its time to make your permanent decision and find your identity in society and start living in the real world whereby you have to make your own decisions. Everything is so fast that when I make my own decision, I dont even have time to think about it and just do it, then now I blame for my own stupidity. I'm not speaking of just one aspect here, its many. I guess I'm still pretty much in my own world where there's only one simple ending: Where They Live Happily Ever After. Not everything will go in your way all the time.
I suddenly thought of what Mrs Fam told me just before some O level paper back in Sec 4. She took psychology and some course that could predict some shit out of you. Well she was rather accurate for most of my friends although she doesnt really know us. She told me that I was a very confused person inside who hasnt found her true self. Maybe I did, but I'm not brave enough to face it in reality. Though it may be smthg that not everyone can accept, but once you've stepped out of your shell, you'll meet success and happiness. At that time I was stunned, but reflected on her words and really, it does seem true. Guess until this point I havent stepped out of my shell yet.
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Okay, this is really random but I feel like eating Hotcakes and Sausuage again! Its damn addictive I only can eat it when I'm awake till 4am because other than that I cannot wake up in the morning to catch breakfast. Sian Ji Pua.
Alrights I gotta bathe and i feel like watching FRIENDS later! :)
Great. I keep bluffing myself its still the Holidays even after Terms. :l Almost a week of break before the bloody school life starts again. Pfft.
Anyway Chinese & Lit weren't as bad as the previous papers, probably the only papers that we can possibly crap through and, well, dont do as badly as the other subjects. But my Lit was really crap, what beautiful stories I created during the two and a half hours, better than my Econs, so my marks will also be better. Fff. Each paper had such a long duration, there were many moments when I kept stretching and almost wanted to walk out of my seat. Plus it was bloody cold, we had the aircon right under the tip of our noses for Chinese. Brr.
So glad that Terms are over, and I know my results are gona suck balls. I shldnt feel too upset about it, shld I? We cannot claim credit for what we have not done so I guess I just gotta take it and start working to claim some credit.
After which we went for lunch at Crystal Jade at Holland. Congee yumyum though I wasnt really craving for it. Alliances :D Stupid Kim was eating so slow cos she kept yakking non stop! Haha Cel was so tired she fell asleep on two chairs and pple who came upstairs kept looking at her! Bet she didnt know. Haha Kim and I were talking about a million stories, worst than ghost stories I feel, and retarded jokes. Kim I'm gona say the Mrt joke!
Pong: Hi Ping!
Ping: Hi Pong!
Pong: Ping! Why were you so late for the movie? It has already started!
Ping: I wasnt late I was already at the Mrt!
Ping: Then why cant you make it for the movie?
Pong: I wanted to board the Mrt but the person keep asking me to stand behing the yellow line!
HAHAHAHAHA. I think this joke is really damn cute. Okay, maybe when you read it out verbally it doesnt sound as funny. Go ask your friend to read it to you in a very comical way just like how Kim did and maybe you'll think its funnier. Its very funny, in fact. Really.
HAHAHA. Okay, joke's over.
Headed home after linner (lunch plus dinner) to um, bathe and sleep before going out again later. But poor me! I didnt have time to sleep after I bathed. Was like already going to 8pm. Grabbed my stuff and went to Xian's. For about 10 minutes, we left her hse. Headed down to Cheekys first. Ate a lil before entering. Free entry and free flow leh. Hurr but didnt drink. Xian drank a few cups then Cel came to pick us to go Zouk. Gaby, Gaby's back! :D Managed to enter through Velvet this time using Sandy's id. Haha became super packed at Phuture after we came. Gawd it was bloody packed. CelPetXianSandyGabyVivGerryChew. I really hate it even at the table we were already being pushed. Drank a lil, eh I like Sex on the Beach! :) Dance floor was fwreaking packed. Left then went to eat Cheeeer-ken Rice (my way of pronounciation). Headed home which I bathed, talked a while then slept.
There were a few things I had to conclude that I'll do less that night, I just kept thinking and thinking and thinking.
1. No more wearing of Skinnys (the word looks nicer this way) unless I really need too! Boy firstly its damn uncomfortable and hot and I look fat in it.
2. No more of Zouk unless there's good company. Last night's company was awesome. I enjoyed it though the place was crammed to the max, esp Phuture. I'm not going there anytime soon man.
3. This is supposed to be my next year resolution: No more clubbing! Everyone will say ya right. I also say! Haha but I'm really gona try to stick to the plan, no clubbing till at least Promos are over.
4. I'll try not to be a bitch, lesser of it, in all aspects.
Couldnt really sleep last night. Kept tossing and turning, badly wanting to sleep but my mind wont let me rest. Like you know when you make up your mind to do smthg, but you just cannot do it. Sucks eh when the world is spinning so fast that you cannot adapt to what is happening exactly now, much less of knowing what is even happening. It passes on so fast that I am at the stage of regret. Like when you cant even reflect because way too much has happened. Maybe I'm feeling like this because when you get older, you feel as if each year is passing on faster and faster and you barely have time to cherish and savour the moments, agree? Like its time to make your permanent decision and find your identity in society and start living in the real world whereby you have to make your own decisions. Everything is so fast that when I make my own decision, I dont even have time to think about it and just do it, then now I blame for my own stupidity. I'm not speaking of just one aspect here, its many. I guess I'm still pretty much in my own world where there's only one simple ending: Where They Live Happily Ever After. Not everything will go in your way all the time.
I suddenly thought of what Mrs Fam told me just before some O level paper back in Sec 4. She took psychology and some course that could predict some shit out of you. Well she was rather accurate for most of my friends although she doesnt really know us. She told me that I was a very confused person inside who hasnt found her true self. Maybe I did, but I'm not brave enough to face it in reality. Though it may be smthg that not everyone can accept, but once you've stepped out of your shell, you'll meet success and happiness. At that time I was stunned, but reflected on her words and really, it does seem true. Guess until this point I havent stepped out of my shell yet.
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Okay, this is really random but I feel like eating Hotcakes and Sausuage again! Its damn addictive I only can eat it when I'm awake till 4am because other than that I cannot wake up in the morning to catch breakfast. Sian Ji Pua.
Alrights I gotta bathe and i feel like watching FRIENDS later! :)
26 June 2007, 7:24 PM
She's freaky and she knows it,
She's freaky but I like it.
AH MA GAWD IM SO SCREWED FOR TERMS SERIOUSLY.!
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Monday - GP & Chem
Tuesday - Math & Econs
Wednesday - Chinese & Lit
Every paper was badly managed. Math today was the worst of the worst of THE WORST. The Chapters that I've studied didnt even come out and the Chapters that I did, I dont even understand or know how to do the question! Well Done Jz. Hah GP was so bad because I couldnt understand the first passage and my AQ was like how fwreaking bullshit and short, my Chem even more screwed cos I didnt finish the paper, Econs was like writing and weaving my fairytale story and Math was just, 'find me the tallest building and let me do the honour'. It was that bad like I'm so confident of getting 5 and below out of 50. Yes, 50. Most of the time I was just exploring the GC and praying for a miracle.
OH MA GAWD with this now I'm sure I'm gona be so confident of my Chinese and Lit now la. Fwreak man I'll really just go in and whack. Whack whack whack whack whack. Maybe if I anyhow whack, the results would be better than when I actually study for the paper. My life how sad. )=
Its okay, we're done with Terms tmr, 330pm! :D Just looking forward to it cos we'll be having a break all the way till next Wednesday! How bout that. Heh then we'll receive back our results and thats when I have to wear my spectacles and become a official nerd. I don't like.
Alrights I said I'll put up a song, and I really love this song. =) Reminds me of Fang cos the title and I finally knew how to spell the word. Haha I love Anberlin!
She's freaky but I like it.
AH MA GAWD IM SO SCREWED FOR TERMS SERIOUSLY.!
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Tuesday - Math & Econs
Wednesday - Chinese & Lit
Every paper was badly managed. Math today was the worst of the worst of THE WORST. The Chapters that I've studied didnt even come out and the Chapters that I did, I dont even understand or know how to do the question! Well Done Jz. Hah GP was so bad because I couldnt understand the first passage and my AQ was like how fwreaking bullshit and short, my Chem even more screwed cos I didnt finish the paper, Econs was like writing and weaving my fairytale story and Math was just, 'find me the tallest building and let me do the honour'. It was that bad like I'm so confident of getting 5 and below out of 50. Yes, 50. Most of the time I was just exploring the GC and praying for a miracle.
OH MA GAWD with this now I'm sure I'm gona be so confident of my Chinese and Lit now la. Fwreak man I'll really just go in and whack. Whack whack whack whack whack. Maybe if I anyhow whack, the results would be better than when I actually study for the paper. My life how sad. )=
Its okay, we're done with Terms tmr, 330pm! :D Just looking forward to it cos we'll be having a break all the way till next Wednesday! How bout that. Heh then we'll receive back our results and thats when I have to wear my spectacles and become a official nerd. I don't like.
Alrights I said I'll put up a song, and I really love this song. =) Reminds me of Fang cos the title and I finally knew how to spell the word. Haha I love Anberlin!
24 June 2007, 8:13 PM
Its in the ABC of growing up.
Wah Cb which blind ugly Mosquito bites the top of my eye!? Now its swollen with a huge lump (compared to my small eye) and its itching very badly! )= )= )= WHAT THE. Its how Fugly! And if I go for Terms with this ugly looking eye tmr, what a way to start your next sememster. :l Tell Me About It.
I'm so pissed now. How can the mozzie do this to my eye! Bite also bite somewhere else!! Its damn difficult to leave it alone and worse still try not to touch it. Its affecting my eyesight I look distorted. It better not continue swelling if not I'll use it as an excuse of not going school.
Besides this matter that is currently pissing the hell out of me now, another issue has been bothering me lately. I've really turned into an Owl. That's so not good at all. For this week I've never slept later than 4am every morning and again never fail to wake up after 130pm in the afternoon. Everyone's complaining, but my body clock is seriously Super Screwed. I'll probably have to sleep at like, 11pm for school tmr? Impossible I'd rather get some work done.
Of which speaking of studies, Terms is gona screw my life upside down. Ha ha alrights I dont think my parents would take it too hard on me, but I gotta study after Terms, like real studying. I took too long to settle down for the holidays, I only started this Friday. Trying to cram and suck everything into my head, its only three days before Hell is over.
Studied for two consecutive days at Starbucks. Went to j8 to meet ShuBoobs for lunch first. Then headed down to Valley Point where Cel and Nat joined us. Janice came down to save the day, she sold me her GC with 50bucks discount. Haha didnt do much work, went to eat Congee! :) Yay then left for home at about 11 plus.
Slept till like 3pm in the afternoon (see I told you!) then went to Starbucks again to study with Cel. It was better, studied Math. Bloody Math seriously. My whole table was filled with eraser dusts, it was only Partial Fractions. )= Her mom bought dinner so we went to her house to eat, watch a bit of tv then left for Bt Merah Macs to study again. Talked for some time before settling down to do work and wait for breakfast :D HOTCAKES SAUSUAGE! Waited ultra-ly duper long before they flipped the signs. We ate one whole meal each plus another Big Breakfast. Tell me we're Good. Haha study study then left at bout 630am for home to zzz.
Gona start on Chem again for tmr's paper. Really, wish me Good Luck!
Monday - GP & Chem
Tuesday - Math and Econs
Wednesday - Chinese and Lit
Alrights, my mom's back. She'll kill me if she sees me using the com right now. Haha zzz!
I'll share a song next timr when I blog again! =)
Wah Cb which blind ugly Mosquito bites the top of my eye!? Now its swollen with a huge lump (compared to my small eye) and its itching very badly! )= )= )= WHAT THE. Its how Fugly! And if I go for Terms with this ugly looking eye tmr, what a way to start your next sememster. :l Tell Me About It.
I'm so pissed now. How can the mozzie do this to my eye! Bite also bite somewhere else!! Its damn difficult to leave it alone and worse still try not to touch it. Its affecting my eyesight I look distorted. It better not continue swelling if not I'll use it as an excuse of not going school.
Besides this matter that is currently pissing the hell out of me now, another issue has been bothering me lately. I've really turned into an Owl. That's so not good at all. For this week I've never slept later than 4am every morning and again never fail to wake up after 130pm in the afternoon. Everyone's complaining, but my body clock is seriously Super Screwed. I'll probably have to sleep at like, 11pm for school tmr? Impossible I'd rather get some work done.
Of which speaking of studies, Terms is gona screw my life upside down. Ha ha alrights I dont think my parents would take it too hard on me, but I gotta study after Terms, like real studying. I took too long to settle down for the holidays, I only started this Friday. Trying to cram and suck everything into my head, its only three days before Hell is over.
Studied for two consecutive days at Starbucks. Went to j8 to meet ShuBoobs for lunch first. Then headed down to Valley Point where Cel and Nat joined us. Janice came down to save the day, she sold me her GC with 50bucks discount. Haha didnt do much work, went to eat Congee! :) Yay then left for home at about 11 plus.
Slept till like 3pm in the afternoon (see I told you!) then went to Starbucks again to study with Cel. It was better, studied Math. Bloody Math seriously. My whole table was filled with eraser dusts, it was only Partial Fractions. )= Her mom bought dinner so we went to her house to eat, watch a bit of tv then left for Bt Merah Macs to study again. Talked for some time before settling down to do work and wait for breakfast :D HOTCAKES SAUSUAGE! Waited ultra-ly duper long before they flipped the signs. We ate one whole meal each plus another Big Breakfast. Tell me we're Good. Haha study study then left at bout 630am for home to zzz.
Gona start on Chem again for tmr's paper. Really, wish me Good Luck!
Monday - GP & Chem
Tuesday - Math and Econs
Wednesday - Chinese and Lit
Alrights, my mom's back. She'll kill me if she sees me using the com right now. Haha zzz!
I'll share a song next timr when I blog again! =)
21 June 2007, 5:57 PM
I'll take you for a spin, I'll take you for a roll.
I had to conclude that last night's migrane was the worst of the worst of the worst that it can ever get. It was really so painful I didnt know what to do, and I think it lasted for about an hour. Even after leaving Cheekys I puked outside Macs. Only felt so much better after I ate Hotcakes and Sausage :) And Shit I think my phone bill is going to burst. I dunno who the hell I keep msging all the time I was just replying. Like I just typed what I felt like saying, and when I read the Sent Items now I feel rather stupid , like how Random can I get. This is the lastest I've ever got up - 5:27pm. Wow, even I cant believe myself. But last night's company was good, after a long time. XianGerryCelKim. The rest were at Zouk. I swear I'll never go Zouk again, super bad memories. I always cannot get in, get bounced out or, simply the bouncers hate my face so I get bounced out, there's a difference. Anyway later Biggie brought Christina over, man it was quite bad. They sent her home and we went to Macs cos I wanted to eat Breakfast. Cel gobbled down two HUGE Big Breakfast la! I thought I was the one who was suppose to be more hungry. Went to find Joanne to accompany her for a while first (BECAUSE) before getting my stuff and going home to sleep. In the morning.
I cannot already. It may sound damn loser but I'm not gona touch alcohol for quite some time, though my friends know how god damn little I drink. Haha crap.
With half the day gone already, I'm going to try to read my notes. Chem notes. Just suck it all up. Surprisingly, Chem seems easier than Math. Cos I've never thought so, well maybe I could be wrong.
Small world, Small world, Small Small world.
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K studying tmr with ShuBOOBS :) that ditched me haha.
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I had to conclude that last night's migrane was the worst of the worst of the worst that it can ever get. It was really so painful I didnt know what to do, and I think it lasted for about an hour. Even after leaving Cheekys I puked outside Macs. Only felt so much better after I ate Hotcakes and Sausage :) And Shit I think my phone bill is going to burst. I dunno who the hell I keep msging all the time I was just replying. Like I just typed what I felt like saying, and when I read the Sent Items now I feel rather stupid , like how Random can I get. This is the lastest I've ever got up - 5:27pm. Wow, even I cant believe myself. But last night's company was good, after a long time. XianGerryCelKim. The rest were at Zouk. I swear I'll never go Zouk again, super bad memories. I always cannot get in, get bounced out or, simply the bouncers hate my face so I get bounced out, there's a difference. Anyway later Biggie brought Christina over, man it was quite bad. They sent her home and we went to Macs cos I wanted to eat Breakfast. Cel gobbled down two HUGE Big Breakfast la! I thought I was the one who was suppose to be more hungry. Went to find Joanne to accompany her for a while first (BECAUSE) before getting my stuff and going home to sleep. In the morning.
I cannot already. It may sound damn loser but I'm not gona touch alcohol for quite some time, though my friends know how god damn little I drink. Haha crap.
With half the day gone already, I'm going to try to read my notes. Chem notes. Just suck it all up. Surprisingly, Chem seems easier than Math. Cos I've never thought so, well maybe I could be wrong.
Small world, Small world, Small Small world.
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K studying tmr with ShuBOOBS :) that ditched me haha.
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20 June 2007, 4:05 PM
Hahaha some Silly Shit sent me this through Email ytd. Those who desperately need it, I give you the permission to print it and use it just like how she told me. Lol Happy Holidays! :)
I'm having a tummy ache.
, 3:12 PM
Pick up the wrongdoings and learn from your mistakes.
Okay (Ogay!) firstly I need to say smthg.
SHUBOOBS I dunno whether you'll see this but I told you to and I didnt ditch you ytd! Why you keep blaming me you retard! )= Now you make me feel damn bad and I have to meet you to make up for it?! Seriously you're damn retarded I know la you want to meet me to hear some stuff just say la. :) Haha and you always ALWAYS sleep on me! Still say I ditch you.. Pfft.
Four Fwreaking (shld I add one more F) Days till the whole routine of waking up in the morning and dragging my heavy body to school starts again. Terms then start immediately but I also want it to end earlier cos I already know what kind of results I'm going to get so I'd rather everything just pass faster so I wont have to think about it.
According to Cel, yes I went to CHOP my hair with my Sis ytd. Haha and yes at that same shop at Queensway (6 months ago) since we were already there. I didnt mention the word 'short' to him only 'trim' so my hair wasnt chopped off. But they say it looked different but cant be as bad as Yini's Grass Hair! Lol.
Before Chopping my hair Ethel, Cel, Qiaowei, Yini and I met at Queensway to buy stuff. Yes, stuff. Then they went Ikea to buy plates and, I forgot what. Haha then met Cel to meet Nat to go Penin to buy Skinnys! But we look fat in it. Sense the irony? Hurr but its okay at least I have a pair of skinnys now. :)
They're having a game later again Blaze I think. Then I have to do pathetic warm up again.!! )= And then take score. So sian when I see them play I also feel like playing. ))=
I guess I can never stop playing Netball. When I start training, I do complain about what we usually go through, but thats how everything works. No one gets off training without complaining a lil. Without training, life seems rather unproductive cos I'm not doing anything to keep myself going. Sad thing is I dont have height and height really does matter alot. If I had loved to drink milk maybe I would have reached the 170 range. But I hate milk so that would never happen. Aiya, dont think so much. I still have next year's season to complete. When its done, then thats the time when I have to start worrying.
Watching some stuff on tele ytd with my mom and like somehow the topic lead to homosexuals. Talking about how Spore is the second largest gay population with America in the lead and stuff. Then my mom turned to me and say: 'If you're gay...' Then she laughed to herself. I dunno what the hell that means but..
OKAY.
While typing I've been munching on Chips More cookies. They're the best when you're hungry and you have no more food left in your house because well, YOUR brother ate everything up. I've been surviving on these cookies for lunch these past few days. Talk about having your daily needs of nutrients, I'm getting none. I'm starting to get worried.
I just have to add this in, but Its Really A Small World Out There. Ppl you meet might be your friend's friend or your friend's cousin so in the end when you put everything tgt everything makes sense cos everyone is related to one another in many mysterious ways. So cool huh, cool yet scary at the same time. So when you do smthg it still somehow gets to ppl's ears and soon the whole world will know cos everyone's related. Wow.
My Words Feel So Empty
My Lips Speak In Vain
Your Face Tells A Story
Of Wounds That Still Remain
Stay True To My Heart
Cast Failures To The Wind
I Hate The Way It Feels
To Know I Slipped Again
Okay (Ogay!) firstly I need to say smthg.
SHUBOOBS I dunno whether you'll see this but I told you to and I didnt ditch you ytd! Why you keep blaming me you retard! )= Now you make me feel damn bad and I have to meet you to make up for it?! Seriously you're damn retarded I know la you want to meet me to hear some stuff just say la. :) Haha and you always ALWAYS sleep on me! Still say I ditch you.. Pfft.
Four Fwreaking (shld I add one more F) Days till the whole routine of waking up in the morning and dragging my heavy body to school starts again. Terms then start immediately but I also want it to end earlier cos I already know what kind of results I'm going to get so I'd rather everything just pass faster so I wont have to think about it.
According to Cel, yes I went to CHOP my hair with my Sis ytd. Haha and yes at that same shop at Queensway (6 months ago) since we were already there. I didnt mention the word 'short' to him only 'trim' so my hair wasnt chopped off. But they say it looked different but cant be as bad as Yini's Grass Hair! Lol.
Before Chopping my hair Ethel, Cel, Qiaowei, Yini and I met at Queensway to buy stuff. Yes, stuff. Then they went Ikea to buy plates and, I forgot what. Haha then met Cel to meet Nat to go Penin to buy Skinnys! But we look fat in it. Sense the irony? Hurr but its okay at least I have a pair of skinnys now. :)
They're having a game later again Blaze I think. Then I have to do pathetic warm up again.!! )= And then take score. So sian when I see them play I also feel like playing. ))=
I guess I can never stop playing Netball. When I start training, I do complain about what we usually go through, but thats how everything works. No one gets off training without complaining a lil. Without training, life seems rather unproductive cos I'm not doing anything to keep myself going. Sad thing is I dont have height and height really does matter alot. If I had loved to drink milk maybe I would have reached the 170 range. But I hate milk so that would never happen. Aiya, dont think so much. I still have next year's season to complete. When its done, then thats the time when I have to start worrying.
Watching some stuff on tele ytd with my mom and like somehow the topic lead to homosexuals. Talking about how Spore is the second largest gay population with America in the lead and stuff. Then my mom turned to me and say: 'If you're gay...' Then she laughed to herself. I dunno what the hell that means but..
OKAY.
While typing I've been munching on Chips More cookies. They're the best when you're hungry and you have no more food left in your house because well, YOUR brother ate everything up. I've been surviving on these cookies for lunch these past few days. Talk about having your daily needs of nutrients, I'm getting none. I'm starting to get worried.
I just have to add this in, but Its Really A Small World Out There. Ppl you meet might be your friend's friend or your friend's cousin so in the end when you put everything tgt everything makes sense cos everyone is related to one another in many mysterious ways. So cool huh, cool yet scary at the same time. So when you do smthg it still somehow gets to ppl's ears and soon the whole world will know cos everyone's related. Wow.
My Words Feel So Empty
My Lips Speak In Vain
Your Face Tells A Story
Of Wounds That Still Remain
Stay True To My Heart
Cast Failures To The Wind
I Hate The Way It Feels
To Know I Slipped Again
19 June 2007, 2:01 AM
its damn dumb la.everyone's asking me to let go and saying its not worth it.inside i know but i dont want to let go,knowing very well what consequences i will have to face.its up to me to face it or continue living in the past.she moved on.really?shit.
Okay okay my tagboard's up again.
Okay okay my tagboard's up again.
, 1:02 AM
Thanks for the memories.
Wah I'm so not prepared for school and Terms which starts next week man. Next week? Next week! D: I'm gona flunk everything la. -plays congratulations and celebrations-
Xnij had a game tday. Went down to erm, run a bit and take score? Damn spas la. My finger still hurts. )= I think it'll hurt forever so I'll hafta tape it whenever I train or play game. 37 - 60. The other score keeper kept forgetting to take the score down. Haha busy screaming all. Ate with CelNatXianKimJoPetSand. =) I loveeee the company of these ppl! Partly cos of why I came down despite feeling useless and all. Scolding each other, talking about our fate by looking at our palms, Nat taking retarded photos, laughing at stupid things really made my night. Haha I like it I like it! :D
So sad la Wednesday's gona be the last game for the League. Xian you all still better meet us when our school starts k! We all still must meet up and hang round and gossip and eat! =) Love them to bits and pieces.
Oh! Anyways I was suppose to write shoutouts to ppl here. I keep forgetting.
Cel: First! :D Cos I promised you. Haha yes, thanks for listening to my crap all the time! I know I keep repeating about the same stuff over again and I know you're irritated but thanks for tolerating me! Some days wouldnt have been so well off without you. I know I'm a crybaby and everything so thanks for comforting me. 10 more years and more to come =)
Kim: Alliance! =) You've been sucha great friend too. I know that night was quite bad and you didnt really know what to say but tried to offer some advice. Haha though I've only known you this year properly but we've already shared alot and our friendship will continue in years to come. :)
Shuboobs: Ahhhh Shu! =)) This one I must really mention. Although she's damn retarded all the time but I still love her (in a mutual way). Thanks for taking all my crap man, when I'm unhappy I blow it on you, when I'm happy I bully you. She's the one pushing me out of everything negative and makes me feel a whole lot better when she says smthg. Haha and though I call you scandalous shit I know you're not. :)
Xian: Xian! :) Love it when we just talk about anything and everything. I'm glad that you're one of those around who's so bubbly and cheerful. Keeps us going. Better meet up with us during weekends k!
Hs: Bestie! =) Thanks for asking how I was and all during the past few days. Really appreciate it I'm so sorry about everything that I've done you wrong. We'll meet up really soon again k? Maybe before holidays end. Takecare girl. :)
Boohoo. The way I write stuff makes me feel emo myself. At the same time, I feel so happy with my friends around. Those who makes me happy, and those who keeps me company till as late as 4 in the morning. Its like you have so many friends but in the end the friends you keep are netballers who shares laughter and sorrows with you. Like one big family cos we understand how we all feel about each other, about the shit we go through so without Xnij maybe we all wldnt even be close, maybe none of these would even start. Every outing or dinner with them adds on to memories, I really cannot imagine my life without them. I'll probably just be at home rotting the day away everyday eating and growing fat all at the same time.
Its a pity not everyone sees it. There must be this group of friends which you always hang around with unless you friend hop. And I dont like ppl who friend hops. Basically ppl who selects their friends according to dunno what. Status? Money? Its damn dumb. For other reasons? Thats even worse.
Holidays is the period of time whereby ppl studying overseas starts coming back to their homeland...
Haha I'm not trying to hint anything here.
So random but I feel like hugging someone now.
Now I wont cry,
I'll just close my eyes.
Wah I'm so not prepared for school and Terms which starts next week man. Next week? Next week! D: I'm gona flunk everything la. -plays congratulations and celebrations-
Xnij had a game tday. Went down to erm, run a bit and take score? Damn spas la. My finger still hurts. )= I think it'll hurt forever so I'll hafta tape it whenever I train or play game. 37 - 60. The other score keeper kept forgetting to take the score down. Haha busy screaming all. Ate with CelNatXianKimJoPetSand. =) I loveeee the company of these ppl! Partly cos of why I came down despite feeling useless and all. Scolding each other, talking about our fate by looking at our palms, Nat taking retarded photos, laughing at stupid things really made my night. Haha I like it I like it! :D
So sad la Wednesday's gona be the last game for the League. Xian you all still better meet us when our school starts k! We all still must meet up and hang round and gossip and eat! =) Love them to bits and pieces.
Oh! Anyways I was suppose to write shoutouts to ppl here. I keep forgetting.
Cel: First! :D Cos I promised you. Haha yes, thanks for listening to my crap all the time! I know I keep repeating about the same stuff over again and I know you're irritated but thanks for tolerating me! Some days wouldnt have been so well off without you. I know I'm a crybaby and everything so thanks for comforting me. 10 more years and more to come =)
Kim: Alliance! =) You've been sucha great friend too. I know that night was quite bad and you didnt really know what to say but tried to offer some advice. Haha though I've only known you this year properly but we've already shared alot and our friendship will continue in years to come. :)
Shuboobs: Ahhhh Shu! =)) This one I must really mention. Although she's damn retarded all the time but I still love her (in a mutual way). Thanks for taking all my crap man, when I'm unhappy I blow it on you, when I'm happy I bully you. She's the one pushing me out of everything negative and makes me feel a whole lot better when she says smthg. Haha and though I call you scandalous shit I know you're not. :)
Xian: Xian! :) Love it when we just talk about anything and everything. I'm glad that you're one of those around who's so bubbly and cheerful. Keeps us going. Better meet up with us during weekends k!
Hs: Bestie! =) Thanks for asking how I was and all during the past few days. Really appreciate it I'm so sorry about everything that I've done you wrong. We'll meet up really soon again k? Maybe before holidays end. Takecare girl. :)
Boohoo. The way I write stuff makes me feel emo myself. At the same time, I feel so happy with my friends around. Those who makes me happy, and those who keeps me company till as late as 4 in the morning. Its like you have so many friends but in the end the friends you keep are netballers who shares laughter and sorrows with you. Like one big family cos we understand how we all feel about each other, about the shit we go through so without Xnij maybe we all wldnt even be close, maybe none of these would even start. Every outing or dinner with them adds on to memories, I really cannot imagine my life without them. I'll probably just be at home rotting the day away everyday eating and growing fat all at the same time.
Its a pity not everyone sees it. There must be this group of friends which you always hang around with unless you friend hop. And I dont like ppl who friend hops. Basically ppl who selects their friends according to dunno what. Status? Money? Its damn dumb. For other reasons? Thats even worse.
Holidays is the period of time whereby ppl studying overseas starts coming back to their homeland...
Haha I'm not trying to hint anything here.
So random but I feel like hugging someone now.
Now I wont cry,
I'll just close my eyes.
17 June 2007, 11:42 PM
Dont dream, its over.
Wake up Dude.
Actually I'm abit lazy to blog but because my life is so mundane and dead I shall try and add some life into it.
For the first time when I wanted to run in the month of June the match got postponed because of the rain so now I have to wait before I can do warm up again. I've been too lazy to go to school or anywhere else to use the gym so looks like the only time is when they have a match so I'll go down and lose some fats.
Anyway Gerry's back! :D :D :D
Yay Yay missed her loads. Now that she's here she can even drive. Why am I still 16.
Visited Reena at the hospital again ytd after dining in Macs at Kallang. :) She's gona be on crutches for the next two weeks then on braces for the next 6 weeks I think. Yeap movie marathon sleepover coming up real soon! =)
Arab street after for more exotic (HAHA) food while it was pouring Cats and Dogs. Sadly the desert we ordered sucks. )= I love deserts yknow. Didnt exactly want to go home so I got bullied at Tiong Macs then headed home.
Oh and about the plan to study at Starbucks in the morning on Saturday? Failed to wake up so Shu was studying herself plus her tutor till we came in the afternoon. Haha shites man.
Last week of school! This is when I need (cannot try) to cram up all my knowledge into my dead brain and go for Terms. :l Oh wells I cant keep on procrasinating I gotta do smthg about it. So the first step is to wake up early to attend CCA Recovery Program tmr morning. Fwreak man what a difficult task.
Did some shopping. Miraculously my mom bought me Gap shorts worth 89 fwreaking bucks. Gasps that might hint that shopping would have officially ended and now studies are the priority. Really I can so read her mind.
Took off my Blue Polish cos everyone has been commenting that its very ugly. Pfft. )=
So much for not feeling like blogging, I've already done quite a fair bit. Haha.
-
I really think its not me.
So why do I feel happy.
Self denial.
Wake up Dude.
Actually I'm abit lazy to blog but because my life is so mundane and dead I shall try and add some life into it.
For the first time when I wanted to run in the month of June the match got postponed because of the rain so now I have to wait before I can do warm up again. I've been too lazy to go to school or anywhere else to use the gym so looks like the only time is when they have a match so I'll go down and lose some fats.
Anyway Gerry's back! :D :D :D
Yay Yay missed her loads. Now that she's here she can even drive. Why am I still 16.
Visited Reena at the hospital again ytd after dining in Macs at Kallang. :) She's gona be on crutches for the next two weeks then on braces for the next 6 weeks I think. Yeap movie marathon sleepover coming up real soon! =)
Arab street after for more exotic (HAHA) food while it was pouring Cats and Dogs. Sadly the desert we ordered sucks. )= I love deserts yknow. Didnt exactly want to go home so I got bullied at Tiong Macs then headed home.
Oh and about the plan to study at Starbucks in the morning on Saturday? Failed to wake up so Shu was studying herself plus her tutor till we came in the afternoon. Haha shites man.
Last week of school! This is when I need (cannot try) to cram up all my knowledge into my dead brain and go for Terms. :l Oh wells I cant keep on procrasinating I gotta do smthg about it. So the first step is to wake up early to attend CCA Recovery Program tmr morning. Fwreak man what a difficult task.
Did some shopping. Miraculously my mom bought me Gap shorts worth 89 fwreaking bucks. Gasps that might hint that shopping would have officially ended and now studies are the priority. Really I can so read her mind.
Took off my Blue Polish cos everyone has been commenting that its very ugly. Pfft. )=
So much for not feeling like blogging, I've already done quite a fair bit. Haha.
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I really think its not me.
So why do I feel happy.
Self denial.
, 11:13 PM
1. Start Time: 1116pm
2. Name: Jia Zhi
3. Nickname: ALOT. Chuck, Satay, Jz and other unofficials
4. Astrology sign: Virgo!
5. Gender: Female
6. Weight: As heavy as an eleplant
7. Hair color: Brack colour
8. Eye color: I choose to believe its brown
9. Height: 166
10. Most Favorite color: Orange! =) Or maybe black.
12. Piercings: Only my ears so far!
11. Glasses: Yes please.
13. tattoos: Not yet.
14. Birthplace: Lion City.
15. Area code: Er, 65? Haha
16. TRUE friends: Yeah some TRUE friends. :)
HAVE YOU EVER;
17. Cut your own hair? Yuppy
18. Done something in the past you regret? Think so
19. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to? I always do
21. Skipped school? Mm hmm
22. Bungee jumped? NOOOOOOOOO
24. Punched someone? Yeah. Hahaha
25. Cheated on someone intentionally? No I dont cheat ppl
26. Been arrested? Nah
27. Broken into someones house? Yes!
28. Been to a funeral? Uh huh
32. Used a lighter? Yupps!
FAVORITE;
34. Season: Autumn! =)
36. Ice cream flavor: Cookies and creammmmm yo
37. School subject(s): Er dont have
38. Candy: Bite you!
39. Breakfast: Dont eat breakfast, but i would love toasts :)
40. Juice: Apple Honeydew!
41. Magazine(s): Her World
42. Movie(s): Alot nehxz
43. Song(s): This one even more. Head banging plus emo.
50. Letter(s): Letters that spell out :)
51. Favorite fast food restaurant: Macs!
52. Disney Princess: Is Tinkerbell a princess?
53. Radio station: 98.0 if I ever listen
54. Name for a son: Ethan!
55. Name for a daughter: Hmm havent thought of it yet.
DO YOU PREFER;
56. Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla =)
57. Alcoholic or not? Erm.
60. Scary movies or comedies? Depends on the mood
61. Short or long hair? Short!
62. Croutons or bacon bits? What are croutons? Bacon bits on baked potatoes! :)
FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND;
64. Mexicans in general: The funny looking hat
65. School: TERMS and how I'll go SSP everyday
66. Grass: Green
67. Cow: Moo?
68. Canada: Red HAHAHA dunno why
69. Mouse: Ratty Yeo
70. Hands: Blue! ;)
THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU;
71. Watched a movie? Sadly not
72. Talked on the phone? Yuppers
73. Cried? Yeah My Sad Life
74. Choked? NOOO
75. Drank a glass of water? Yes pls
76. Done Drugs? Nope
77. Read a book or magazine: Few words off my Lit book
78. Watched TV? Yes if not I'll rot
79. Looked in the mirror? Of cos hahaha
80. Taken a shower? Yes I'm a cleano momo bobo!
81. Taken a picture? Yesssss
82. Listened to music? MMM. (Many Many Music)
83. Kissed someone? HM, nope. Hahaha
84. Told someone you liked them? I dont play with ppl's feelings
85. End time: 1123pm!
2. Name: Jia Zhi
3. Nickname: ALOT. Chuck, Satay, Jz and other unofficials
4. Astrology sign: Virgo!
5. Gender: Female
6. Weight: As heavy as an eleplant
7. Hair color: Brack colour
8. Eye color: I choose to believe its brown
9. Height: 166
10. Most Favorite color: Orange! =) Or maybe black.
12. Piercings: Only my ears so far!
11. Glasses: Yes please.
13. tattoos: Not yet.
14. Birthplace: Lion City.
15. Area code: Er, 65? Haha
16. TRUE friends: Yeah some TRUE friends. :)
HAVE YOU EVER;
17. Cut your own hair? Yuppy
18. Done something in the past you regret? Think so
19. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to? I always do
21. Skipped school? Mm hmm
22. Bungee jumped? NOOOOOOOOO
24. Punched someone? Yeah. Hahaha
25. Cheated on someone intentionally? No I dont cheat ppl
26. Been arrested? Nah
27. Broken into someones house? Yes!
28. Been to a funeral? Uh huh
32. Used a lighter? Yupps!
FAVORITE;
34. Season: Autumn! =)
36. Ice cream flavor: Cookies and creammmmm yo
37. School subject(s): Er dont have
38. Candy: Bite you!
39. Breakfast: Dont eat breakfast, but i would love toasts :)
40. Juice: Apple Honeydew!
41. Magazine(s): Her World
42. Movie(s): Alot nehxz
43. Song(s): This one even more. Head banging plus emo.
50. Letter(s): Letters that spell out :)
51. Favorite fast food restaurant: Macs!
52. Disney Princess: Is Tinkerbell a princess?
53. Radio station: 98.0 if I ever listen
54. Name for a son: Ethan!
55. Name for a daughter: Hmm havent thought of it yet.
DO YOU PREFER;
56. Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla =)
57. Alcoholic or not? Erm.
60. Scary movies or comedies? Depends on the mood
61. Short or long hair? Short!
62. Croutons or bacon bits? What are croutons? Bacon bits on baked potatoes! :)
FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND;
64. Mexicans in general: The funny looking hat
65. School: TERMS and how I'll go SSP everyday
66. Grass: Green
67. Cow: Moo?
68. Canada: Red HAHAHA dunno why
69. Mouse: Ratty Yeo
70. Hands: Blue! ;)
THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU;
71. Watched a movie? Sadly not
72. Talked on the phone? Yuppers
73. Cried? Yeah My Sad Life
74. Choked? NOOO
75. Drank a glass of water? Yes pls
76. Done Drugs? Nope
77. Read a book or magazine: Few words off my Lit book
78. Watched TV? Yes if not I'll rot
79. Looked in the mirror? Of cos hahaha
80. Taken a shower? Yes I'm a cleano momo bobo!
81. Taken a picture? Yesssss
82. Listened to music? MMM. (Many Many Music)
83. Kissed someone? HM, nope. Hahaha
84. Told someone you liked them? I dont play with ppl's feelings
85. End time: 1123pm!
16 June 2007, 12:40 AM
Sometimes I wish it was you.
Visited Reena tday at the hospital before and after her knee surgery. She could still be as happy I'm glad she's seeing this side of things. Missed her so much I hope she'll have a speedy recovery. :) She must be watching her Longest Yard now in her bed in her air conditioned room. Lol maybe tmr after the game I'll go visit her again.
Yes, talking bout the game, I have to go down tmr. To like do warm up and take timing. A bit spastic I know but I said yes to coach already so I cant go back on my words. If I'm healed I'll go do a run also heh. Before than gona wake up early to go Starbucks and get some work done.
The past few nights havent been so good. Not just cos of the whole parent's issue but other disturbing issues that I'm so pissed at. (or rather disappointed) At least I have Cel and Kim to talk too. =) But its much worse cos I really cannot sleep at all! Everyone knows how pig I am at sleeping but I get up in the middle of the night and just cant sleep everytime I think of the stupid image in my mind my eyes open automatically. Then I'll get a huge migrain and cry till I'm tired then I'll sleep. Ugh it sucks I need to come back to Earth.
Visited Reena tday at the hospital before and after her knee surgery. She could still be as happy I'm glad she's seeing this side of things. Missed her so much I hope she'll have a speedy recovery. :) She must be watching her Longest Yard now in her bed in her air conditioned room. Lol maybe tmr after the game I'll go visit her again.
Yes, talking bout the game, I have to go down tmr. To like do warm up and take timing. A bit spastic I know but I said yes to coach already so I cant go back on my words. If I'm healed I'll go do a run also heh. Before than gona wake up early to go Starbucks and get some work done.
The past few nights havent been so good. Not just cos of the whole parent's issue but other disturbing issues that I'm so pissed at. (or rather disappointed) At least I have Cel and Kim to talk too. =) But its much worse cos I really cannot sleep at all! Everyone knows how pig I am at sleeping but I get up in the middle of the night and just cant sleep everytime I think of the stupid image in my mind my eyes open automatically. Then I'll get a huge migrain and cry till I'm tired then I'll sleep. Ugh it sucks I need to come back to Earth.
14 June 2007, 10:17 PM
2 quarters and a heart down.
Fwreak I sound damn bastard when I was scolding my parents but I really cannot take it. This is the only breather I can take so I'm making full use of it. Haha yessssss I feel much better. :)
SO, last night was spent at Cheekys. Zouk was too packed and Kevin didnt wna go so we cldnt. Haha it was CelKimKevinTimHan. They joined us a lil while from Zouk but they headed back after Cheekys closed. Then we slacked outside for a while before going home. So cool I found a buddy and he lives just two blocks away from me. Coolios. Two accidents occurred which this half naked guy got banged down by a car and the other I shall not mention. Haha it was a late night to start with.
Well woke up without enough sleep to meet Cel to meet Xian for lunch at her workplace. Headed down to the physio place which I tried to do some work and I did. But it was only a fair amount and I have a long long way to go. Left after going to Kallang for a while then went to town to find Stef. :) Sec two friend man damn random. Haha but for a while only la then I headed home cos of CRAMPS.
MAYBE the CRAMPS explains the mood swings that I'm starting to have now. HAHA excuses.
I've got GP class tmr. :l Pfft I hate going to school. I'm not used to the campus at all. After dinosaur years I'm still complaining bout the school. Haha I Hate School. (wah can really sense the hatred) Can't wait to get out of JC life then I might start working so I can support myself rather than sucking money from my parents. Haha shit I sound really damn independent but actually I'm not.
I keep bullshitting nowadays. Whats wrong with me.
Ah I dowan holidays to end so soon!!! hruhgurtobngwrn I'm a damn spoilt brat.
Secondhand Serenade
Didn't you want to hear, the sound of all the places we could go. Do you fear the expressions on the faces we don't know? It's a cold hard road when you wake up, and I don't think that I have the strength to let you go
Maybe it's just me, couldn't you believe. That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving. And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face. Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.
There goes my ring, it might as well have been shattered. And I'm here to sing, about the things that mattered. About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long. About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong.
Maybe it's just me, couldn't you believe. That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving. And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face. Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.
And someday, I promise I'll be gone. And someday, I might even sing this song. To you, I might even sing this song, to you, to you, to you. And I was crying alone tonight, and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you. So just come back we'll make it better. So just come back I'll make it, better than it ever was.
Maybe it's just me, couldn't you believe. That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving. And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face. Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.
(I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)
Fwreak I sound damn bastard when I was scolding my parents but I really cannot take it. This is the only breather I can take so I'm making full use of it. Haha yessssss I feel much better. :)
SO, last night was spent at Cheekys. Zouk was too packed and Kevin didnt wna go so we cldnt. Haha it was CelKimKevinTimHan. They joined us a lil while from Zouk but they headed back after Cheekys closed. Then we slacked outside for a while before going home. So cool I found a buddy and he lives just two blocks away from me. Coolios. Two accidents occurred which this half naked guy got banged down by a car and the other I shall not mention. Haha it was a late night to start with.
Well woke up without enough sleep to meet Cel to meet Xian for lunch at her workplace. Headed down to the physio place which I tried to do some work and I did. But it was only a fair amount and I have a long long way to go. Left after going to Kallang for a while then went to town to find Stef. :) Sec two friend man damn random. Haha but for a while only la then I headed home cos of CRAMPS.
MAYBE the CRAMPS explains the mood swings that I'm starting to have now. HAHA excuses.
I've got GP class tmr. :l Pfft I hate going to school. I'm not used to the campus at all. After dinosaur years I'm still complaining bout the school. Haha I Hate School. (wah can really sense the hatred) Can't wait to get out of JC life then I might start working so I can support myself rather than sucking money from my parents. Haha shit I sound really damn independent but actually I'm not.
I keep bullshitting nowadays. Whats wrong with me.
Ah I dowan holidays to end so soon!!! hruhgurtobngwrn I'm a damn spoilt brat.
Secondhand Serenade
Didn't you want to hear, the sound of all the places we could go. Do you fear the expressions on the faces we don't know? It's a cold hard road when you wake up, and I don't think that I have the strength to let you go
Maybe it's just me, couldn't you believe. That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving. And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face. Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.
There goes my ring, it might as well have been shattered. And I'm here to sing, about the things that mattered. About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long. About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong.
Maybe it's just me, couldn't you believe. That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving. And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face. Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.
And someday, I promise I'll be gone. And someday, I might even sing this song. To you, I might even sing this song, to you, to you, to you. And I was crying alone tonight, and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you. So just come back we'll make it better. So just come back I'll make it, better than it ever was.
Maybe it's just me, couldn't you believe. That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving. And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face. Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.
(I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)
, 8:12 PM
Ugh I hate my parents' style of thinking that at night all the bad stuff starts to appear. Like all the robbers rob at night, all the rapers come out at night, and at night people around us feel so bored that they wna play a game of life and death with knives and guns that only work at night. I really hate it why cant they understand and be a lil more open minded. Like when I go out the robbers and rapers go out and do their job, when I dont pick up their call I've been robbed or like died or smthg. When I want to go out and eat they say why cant I eat at home. When I want to stayover they say dont I have a house to stay in. When I spend money to heal my injuries they ask me to quit netball. When I go for training they say you've been training all your life why arent you improving, and when I train till so late they complain bout my studies and how I'll fail JC life. When I study they say I have to study harder than that or else its as good as not studying. All those crap. You start to block those stuff out at first and think you'll be numbed to it or smthg but its actually worse than before. And when hailings doesnt work the canes and belts come in handy. I hate fathers who uses violence. Thats why I've never been on good terms with my dad ever since young, even till now. The scars leave memories but I cant just let him do whatever he wants. Sucks I know. My mum's not helping me out either cos whatever my dad says to her sounds correct so asking her whether I can go out equals to not asking cos its the obvious answer. Wah damn irritating this always happen during the holidays. Its like not say I go out until so late everyday I only do it once a week for a month and I dunno if its alot but just bcos my sister and brother stays home all the time doesnt mean I'm not granted some amount of freedom to do what I want right. Just bcos I place more time in Netball doesnt mean that I'm a better player right. He just keeps rubbing in on the loss, that was why I wanted to win this year. Ugh guys are just bastards.
13 June 2007, 12:31 AM
Because I was a bad friend who didnt put his name on my blog and because I didnt reply the msg regarding bout watching movie, I have to put this although I really dowan too but bcos he's making me feel SO BAD I decided too, putting away my conscience of cos.
Here goes:
Mandeep is Lord.
Actually, that whole phrase there looks damn funny right? Like it has smthg to do with sheeps hahahahahah. Mandeep sounds like a sheep name. Haha! Fwreak he's so gona kill me and he wont buy me sweets. Lol. Here you go asshole :) I've already put your name down so better go for Mambo so you can pass me sweets!!
PS: Lucky I took my tagboard down!
Here goes:
Mandeep is Lord.
Actually, that whole phrase there looks damn funny right? Like it has smthg to do with sheeps hahahahahah. Mandeep sounds like a sheep name. Haha! Fwreak he's so gona kill me and he wont buy me sweets. Lol. Here you go asshole :) I've already put your name down so better go for Mambo so you can pass me sweets!!
PS: Lucky I took my tagboard down!
12 June 2007, 11:20 PM
Same Girl.
Sorry to those who asked bout my previous post, it was written in a fit of anger so it may sound as if I really went to bang my head against the wall bcos of the stupid thing that happened but obviously I wont. I wont be so dumb to self abuse myself haha. Plussss I'm still quite embarrassed to talk about the incident so lets just leave it shall we.
Anyway Reality Check! Its already the third week of School Holidays! :l I'm so feeling the tension and urge to study for Terms but I always fail to do so when I try. Talking to Shawn (who understands) and Becks (who dont) really does make a whole lot of difference. Haha Becks can be such a good friend sometimes yknow, like when she states in her 'own words' that actually slacking is the best thing to do and we shld do nothing less than that, she's obviously putting me in a very difficult, difficult position. A place where I'm so tempted to burn my notes and eat the ashes or smthg. She only think for herself yknow, if she's having holidays, we are having it too. So thats exactly the phase that she is in now. Haha hnoefowbi. :)
Anyhows last night was damn funny. Me and my sis went to watch Shutter for the millionth time again. She had a better memory so she knew the exact moments of the 'DENG!' part. Haha then we were like planning when to call my brother out of the room cos he's so gay about these kinda things. Hahahaha he like ran back into the room straight away la. His expression was priceless. Lol and like throughout the whole movie we were talking bout food cos right now my table is filled with rubbish food.
'Kay I'm not gona touch anything on that table except plain bread and I will not drink anything except water and maybe Ribena and not touch fast food till I'm gone."
Five minutes later..
"Eh! Can you pass me the chips and cookies on the table? I'm fwreaking hungry!"
._.
So much for not touching junk food, I can never go on a diet with my sister and brother around.
Went Cheryl's hse to discuss some highly confidential stuff tday only without the prescence of Thunder Thighs. So proud of us we got all the general plus admin stuff almost settled already, upcoming dates when we hafta plan and meet up again to do the nitty gritty details. Hope everything goes well!
Then it was just slacking in town with Cel and Kim. My swollen eyes (as in literally) made the day more tired cos I needed more strength than usual to open my stupid small eyes. Haha ate, bought random stuff, walked a thousand miles and talking bout the most random things. I tell you what was the gross - est part though it only lasted for a few seconds. It was when Retarded Cel went to buy BLACK SESAME MILK TEA AND MADE ME TRY IT. Fffffffffffffffffffffff it was fwreaking bad the next moment I feel myself biting the unknown seeds and if I were a bitch (not that I'm not) I would have spat the drink right into her face. Hahaha so gross she still can say she buy the drink for fun ._. AND! She said it wasnt too bad. Wah Cel, Congrats! Hahaha.
Anyway Zoo was not too bad too although we didnt manage to catch all the animals and my all time favourite, the white tiger. ): But it was still good, I loved the company! I'm so glad Reena's back, Shu finally returned from her own world, actually plus Sandy also, and meeting up with Avis after such a long time! It was really good. :) The Zoo still smells the same, same place but brings about many different lovely memories each time I visit. :)
It will be another year or two before I start pestering ppl to go with me to the zoo again. Haha.
My iPod is giving me troubles again. Stupid Marshie doesnt get my photos deleted when I want them too. Actually maybe I shldnt even have bought an iPod. I just need a dummy proof mp3 with a huge storage space. With a screen and not so bulky at the same time. Siao, yknow how desperate my sis wants to change her Nano with me but cos its Pink thats why I'm not taking it. Haha pfft.
Think we'll be going mambo tmr night, but they predicted that all of us will land up in Cheekys again. Haha at least Cheekys have good music. We'll see then.
Aiyo, seriously, at this rate how am I ever going to study? How how.
If I flunk my terms, I will..............
Study harder! Of cos lah! ._.
Ne - Yo
Want to, but I can't help it. I love the way you feel, just kinda stuck between my fantasy and what is real. I need it when I want it, I want it when I don't. Tell myself "I'll stop" every day knowing that I won't.
I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it even if I didn't I don't know If I would quit but I doubt it, I’m takin' by the thought of it..
And I know this much is true, baby you have become my addiction. I’m so strung out on you, I can barely move but I'm likin' it and it's all because of you, all because of you, and it's all because of you, all because of you, and it's all because of you, all because of you, and it's all because, never get enough.
She’s the sweetest drug.
Think of it every second, I can't get nothing done. Only concern is the next time I’m gon get me some. Know I should stay away from cause its no good for me. I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave..
I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it even If I did I don't know If I would quit but I doubt it, I’m taking by the thought of it..
And I know this much is true, baby you have become my addiction. I am so strung out on you, I can barely move but I'm likin' it and it's all because of you, all because of you, and it's all because of you, all because of you, and it's all because of you, all because of you and it's all because of you, never get enough.
She's the sweetest drug.
Ain't no doubt, so strung out. Ain't no doubt, so strung out. Over you, over yo. Because of you, and it's all because of you. Never get enough, she's the sweetest drug.
She's the sweetest drug.
Love this song so much :)
Sorry to those who asked bout my previous post, it was written in a fit of anger so it may sound as if I really went to bang my head against the wall bcos of the stupid thing that happened but obviously I wont. I wont be so dumb to self abuse myself haha. Plussss I'm still quite embarrassed to talk about the incident so lets just leave it shall we.
Anyway Reality Check! Its already the third week of School Holidays! :l I'm so feeling the tension and urge to study for Terms but I always fail to do so when I try. Talking to Shawn (who understands) and Becks (who dont) really does make a whole lot of difference. Haha Becks can be such a good friend sometimes yknow, like when she states in her 'own words' that actually slacking is the best thing to do and we shld do nothing less than that, she's obviously putting me in a very difficult, difficult position. A place where I'm so tempted to burn my notes and eat the ashes or smthg. She only think for herself yknow, if she's having holidays, we are having it too. So thats exactly the phase that she is in now. Haha hnoefowbi. :)
Anyhows last night was damn funny. Me and my sis went to watch Shutter for the millionth time again. She had a better memory so she knew the exact moments of the 'DENG!' part. Haha then we were like planning when to call my brother out of the room cos he's so gay about these kinda things. Hahahaha he like ran back into the room straight away la. His expression was priceless. Lol and like throughout the whole movie we were talking bout food cos right now my table is filled with rubbish food.
'Kay I'm not gona touch anything on that table except plain bread and I will not drink anything except water and maybe Ribena and not touch fast food till I'm gone."
Five minutes later..
"Eh! Can you pass me the chips and cookies on the table? I'm fwreaking hungry!"
So much for not touching junk food, I can never go on a diet with my sister and brother around.
Went Cheryl's hse to discuss some highly confidential stuff tday only without the prescence of Thunder Thighs. So proud of us we got all the general plus admin stuff almost settled already, upcoming dates when we hafta plan and meet up again to do the nitty gritty details. Hope everything goes well!
Then it was just slacking in town with Cel and Kim. My swollen eyes (as in literally) made the day more tired cos I needed more strength than usual to open my stupid small eyes. Haha ate, bought random stuff, walked a thousand miles and talking bout the most random things. I tell you what was the gross - est part though it only lasted for a few seconds. It was when Retarded Cel went to buy BLACK SESAME MILK TEA AND MADE ME TRY IT. Fffffffffffffffffffffff it was fwreaking bad the next moment I feel myself biting the unknown seeds and if I were a bitch (not that I'm not) I would have spat the drink right into her face. Hahaha so gross she still can say she buy the drink for fun ._. AND! She said it wasnt too bad. Wah Cel, Congrats! Hahaha.
Anyway Zoo was not too bad too although we didnt manage to catch all the animals and my all time favourite, the white tiger. ): But it was still good, I loved the company! I'm so glad Reena's back, Shu finally returned from her own world, actually plus Sandy also, and meeting up with Avis after such a long time! It was really good. :) The Zoo still smells the same, same place but brings about many different lovely memories each time I visit. :)
It will be another year or two before I start pestering ppl to go with me to the zoo again. Haha.
My iPod is giving me troubles again. Stupid Marshie doesnt get my photos deleted when I want them too. Actually maybe I shldnt even have bought an iPod. I just need a dummy proof mp3 with a huge storage space. With a screen and not so bulky at the same time. Siao, yknow how desperate my sis wants to change her Nano with me but cos its Pink thats why I'm not taking it. Haha pfft.
Think we'll be going mambo tmr night, but they predicted that all of us will land up in Cheekys again. Haha at least Cheekys have good music. We'll see then.
Aiyo, seriously, at this rate how am I ever going to study? How how.
If I flunk my terms, I will..............
Study harder! Of cos lah! ._.
Ne - Yo
Want to, but I can't help it. I love the way you feel, just kinda stuck between my fantasy and what is real. I need it when I want it, I want it when I don't. Tell myself "I'll stop" every day knowing that I won't.
I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it even if I didn't I don't know If I would quit but I doubt it, I’m takin' by the thought of it..
And I know this much is true, baby you have become my addiction. I’m so strung out on you, I can barely move but I'm likin' it and it's all because of you, all because of you, and it's all because of you, all because of you, and it's all because of you, all because of you, and it's all because, never get enough.
She’s the sweetest drug.
Think of it every second, I can't get nothing done. Only concern is the next time I’m gon get me some. Know I should stay away from cause its no good for me. I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave..
I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it even If I did I don't know If I would quit but I doubt it, I’m taking by the thought of it..
And I know this much is true, baby you have become my addiction. I am so strung out on you, I can barely move but I'm likin' it and it's all because of you, all because of you, and it's all because of you, all because of you, and it's all because of you, all because of you and it's all because of you, never get enough.
She's the sweetest drug.
Ain't no doubt, so strung out. Ain't no doubt, so strung out. Over you, over yo. Because of you, and it's all because of you. Never get enough, she's the sweetest drug.
She's the sweetest drug.
Love this song so much :)
11 June 2007, 7:32 PM
Fuck F is sucha screw up!!! Now I know why the numbers start increasing!!! Imma so dead I can just go bang the wall and die!!! Fuck I'm like so ready for criticism, what can just go bang the wall? Its go bang the wall!! :l :l :l :l :l
09 June 2007, 5:07 PM
Because I'm caught in suspension.
Date with bestie ytd. :) We just kept walking and walking and walking even at the point when we were so hungry we were still walking around choosing (not looking) and in the end our food destination was like far from where we came from. Haha went to a few places here there, pretty good catching up just that the walking dampened the spirits a lil' but it was still okay. :)
Went back first to bathe all before meeting Cel to go Xian's hse. Haha Xian keep pestering us la! Chatted with us ever since I was on the bus going to meet Cel. Tsk Vivien came but then we sent her off right away cos she was too tired. Headed off to grab some prata before going back to her hse for movie marathon. :) Watched two and a half movies, since the other one hanged on us. Hur Saw II (again!), both American Pies. Whoohoo the shows were like mature adult themes hahaha. Watched finished then cabbed home at like 5am in the morning.
Went to see the doctor just now. Unattended injuries that needed to be attended. Haha. But fwreak man I wasnt even prepared. Dunno what the hell he pressing all I could feel was my veins mving in and out literally and I suffered both on my arms and legs. But I'm feeling much better now. Hah hurray after one week I can go run again :D
Kay like I'm gona try do some of my tutorials now since I havent been working much of my brains these past few days. Having some hope for Math while the others I will just whack. Haha sians but I havent buy my GC!! Wah, champion.
Sigh I hate to say this but sometimes I really wish my parents could just disappear when I snap my fingers or smthg. I do smthg that pleases em, they keep quiet. Then when I do smthg (eg going out) they start to nag and make noise again. Gets so annoying sometimes I really wish I was staying alone. So sad right but anyway I want to move out when I'm of the ideal age which is still quite far so till then, toleration is the best temporary solution. Hurrhurr.
Tom Waits
Well I hope that I don't fall in love with you, cause falling in love just makes me blue.
While the music plays and you display your heart for me to see, I had a beer and now I hear you calling out for me. And I hope that I don't fall in love with you.
Well the room is crowded, people everywhere. And I wonder, should I offer you a chair? Well if you sit down with this old clown, take that frown and break it, before the evening's gone away, I think that we could make it. And I hope that I don't fall in love with you.
Well the night does funny things inside a man. These old tom-cat feelings you don't understand. Well I turn around to look at you, you light a cigarette. I wish I had the guts to bum one, but we've never met. And I hope that I don't fall in love with you.
I can see that you are lonesome just like me, and it being late, you'd like some company. Well I turn around to look at you, and you look back at me. The guy you're with he's up and splits, the chair next to you's free. And I hope that you don't fall in love with me.
Now it's closing time, the music's fading out. Last call for drinks, I'll have another stout. Well I turn around to look at you, you're nowhere to be found, I search the place for your lost face, guess I'll have another round. And I think that I just fell in love with you.
Date with bestie ytd. :) We just kept walking and walking and walking even at the point when we were so hungry we were still walking around choosing (not looking) and in the end our food destination was like far from where we came from. Haha went to a few places here there, pretty good catching up just that the walking dampened the spirits a lil' but it was still okay. :)
Went back first to bathe all before meeting Cel to go Xian's hse. Haha Xian keep pestering us la! Chatted with us ever since I was on the bus going to meet Cel. Tsk Vivien came but then we sent her off right away cos she was too tired. Headed off to grab some prata before going back to her hse for movie marathon. :) Watched two and a half movies, since the other one hanged on us. Hur Saw II (again!), both American Pies. Whoohoo the shows were like mature adult themes hahaha. Watched finished then cabbed home at like 5am in the morning.
Went to see the doctor just now. Unattended injuries that needed to be attended. Haha. But fwreak man I wasnt even prepared. Dunno what the hell he pressing all I could feel was my veins mving in and out literally and I suffered both on my arms and legs. But I'm feeling much better now. Hah hurray after one week I can go run again :D
Kay like I'm gona try do some of my tutorials now since I havent been working much of my brains these past few days. Having some hope for Math while the others I will just whack. Haha sians but I havent buy my GC!! Wah, champion.
Sigh I hate to say this but sometimes I really wish my parents could just disappear when I snap my fingers or smthg. I do smthg that pleases em, they keep quiet. Then when I do smthg (eg going out) they start to nag and make noise again. Gets so annoying sometimes I really wish I was staying alone. So sad right but anyway I want to move out when I'm of the ideal age which is still quite far so till then, toleration is the best temporary solution. Hurrhurr.
Tom Waits
Well I hope that I don't fall in love with you, cause falling in love just makes me blue.
While the music plays and you display your heart for me to see, I had a beer and now I hear you calling out for me. And I hope that I don't fall in love with you.
Well the room is crowded, people everywhere. And I wonder, should I offer you a chair? Well if you sit down with this old clown, take that frown and break it, before the evening's gone away, I think that we could make it. And I hope that I don't fall in love with you.
Well the night does funny things inside a man. These old tom-cat feelings you don't understand. Well I turn around to look at you, you light a cigarette. I wish I had the guts to bum one, but we've never met. And I hope that I don't fall in love with you.
I can see that you are lonesome just like me, and it being late, you'd like some company. Well I turn around to look at you, and you look back at me. The guy you're with he's up and splits, the chair next to you's free. And I hope that you don't fall in love with me.
Now it's closing time, the music's fading out. Last call for drinks, I'll have another stout. Well I turn around to look at you, you're nowhere to be found, I search the place for your lost face, guess I'll have another round. And I think that I just fell in love with you.
06 June 2007, 6:00 PM
We ain't that dope.
Yesterday didnt start off too good. Woke up in the morning feeling so depressed for no reason. Haha then met dearest Cel in town and we went to eat buffet! (ya I know for the gazillionth time) Saw Daryl and his gf eating also haha and he sent us this stupid smiley face from their leftovers! We ate till we almost died. Walked all the way to PS to play arcade! Shit fun can die of laughter when you see Cel play the fighting game. Hahaha anyhow move the joystick and press the buttons looking as though she knows the game (she really doesnt) yet she gets comments like 'fatastic!', 'excellent!' and gets bonus points! Hurr then met Ethel and Kevin all, they went to eat while we did manicures. Avis Yap came to disturb us cos we cldnt defend ourselves. Haha. Cel's red and mine's dark purple. =D Slacked at Starbucks before heading home. Got a surprise call from my all time favourite! :) All the way from Bangkok talked till her idd bill ran out. Haha missed that silly shit. 2 years ago wldnt have been the same without her.
I'm a happy girl now. :)
Anyway we still got lots of things to plan up ahead! Farewell, tomorrow and Monday to the zoo! :) Yes and thats not my home netballers' gathering I love :D
Hah suddenly got this crazy vision that I'll be going to study overseas for some rhyme or reason but I still cant figure out. IF it ever happens.
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry.
Yesterday didnt start off too good. Woke up in the morning feeling so depressed for no reason. Haha then met dearest Cel in town and we went to eat buffet! (ya I know for the gazillionth time) Saw Daryl and his gf eating also haha and he sent us this stupid smiley face from their leftovers! We ate till we almost died. Walked all the way to PS to play arcade! Shit fun can die of laughter when you see Cel play the fighting game. Hahaha anyhow move the joystick and press the buttons looking as though she knows the game (she really doesnt) yet she gets comments like 'fatastic!', 'excellent!' and gets bonus points! Hurr then met Ethel and Kevin all, they went to eat while we did manicures. Avis Yap came to disturb us cos we cldnt defend ourselves. Haha. Cel's red and mine's dark purple. =D Slacked at Starbucks before heading home. Got a surprise call from my all time favourite! :) All the way from Bangkok talked till her idd bill ran out. Haha missed that silly shit. 2 years ago wldnt have been the same without her.
I'm a happy girl now. :)
Anyway we still got lots of things to plan up ahead! Farewell, tomorrow and Monday to the zoo! :) Yes and thats not my home netballers' gathering I love :D
Hah suddenly got this crazy vision that I'll be going to study overseas for some rhyme or reason but I still cant figure out. IF it ever happens.
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry.
04 June 2007, 1:26 PM
So much for the word forever.
My plans for the holidays are obviously failing terribly and miserably. Its the second week and I'm barely starting on my school work, much less revision. Headed off to study ytd after my long awaited lunch at 5pm at Sakae. (: Borrowed Wei Arng Math's notes cos I didnt bring any materials and we did more of other stuff rather than the work (for eg visiting nat, biggie all, to the loo and just talking and making fun of each other) Headed off to some place where they drank and played abit of pool then off to Macs for shaker fries :D
Got home in the morning and then I couldnt wake up for Math lesson tday. )=
Anyhows, Friday night was alright though the company was minimum. Biggie and Cel. Had the company of the ruggers plus Kevin and Anthony before they all left. Haha and ya'll shld see the slow motion guy plus the fatties (HAHAHA) Classic man highlights of the night. They went off to eat cup noodles at Lucky Plaza bus stop then we all took a cab home to bathe and sleep. :)
Oooh I wna go get my manicure soon.
Ffff I took so long to tell myself not think about it. Looks like feelings can or cannot change after such a long period of time.
You confused child.
My plans for the holidays are obviously failing terribly and miserably. Its the second week and I'm barely starting on my school work, much less revision. Headed off to study ytd after my long awaited lunch at 5pm at Sakae. (: Borrowed Wei Arng Math's notes cos I didnt bring any materials and we did more of other stuff rather than the work (for eg visiting nat, biggie all, to the loo and just talking and making fun of each other) Headed off to some place where they drank and played abit of pool then off to Macs for shaker fries :D
Got home in the morning and then I couldnt wake up for Math lesson tday. )=
Anyhows, Friday night was alright though the company was minimum. Biggie and Cel. Had the company of the ruggers plus Kevin and Anthony before they all left. Haha and ya'll shld see the slow motion guy plus the fatties (HAHAHA) Classic man highlights of the night. They went off to eat cup noodles at Lucky Plaza bus stop then we all took a cab home to bathe and sleep. :)
Oooh I wna go get my manicure soon.
Ffff I took so long to tell myself not think about it. Looks like feelings can or cannot change after such a long period of time.
You confused child.
01 June 2007, 5:25 PM
My major hearthrob <3
Holidays are boring when your friends are overseas, when they have school, and the most hurtful - when they are asleep yet you're not!! )= Ahah now I know how they all feel when they try to wake me up to go out.
I think I'm like suffering from insomnia and its really quite bad. :l Like during 12 to 1 plus I'm fwreaking tired and I sleep, but then I jerk myself awake at bout 3 plus 4 in the morning and I can never get to sleep again. Hah I dont think its the msg tone and when I try to sleep my eyes just open automatically. I then fall alseep at bout 7 plus then I sleep all the way till noon time. Wah, great job there man. I think my body system and the world time is taking on a hit. Why dont they work both ways, now I'm starting to feel sleepy again...
Yay yesterday was major shopping. :] Shopping is love and i shopping shopping! Haha bought many many stuff but lost many many money also. Hur but it was a good retail therapy. Hurr then came home specially just to watch 50 first dates! :D Okay la not really specially but ya. Haha. So sweet la I still like the show. >< Then watched Saw II. Again fwreak la it was still as bad as the first time I watched it. Lol but I still love th plot, I love smart masterminds and how they reveal everything in the end. I'm waiting for Saw III to be out! Hurrrrr Imma real saddist.
Woke up early in the morning to go school tday. For Math! Did some revision, it was quite alright. Just that it was kinda draggy so we slacked at the void deck for damn long after the break. Haha ate at Crystal Jade with Cel, John and Edmund. Congee is the best! :) Tsk full to the max. Came home and watched 200 pounds of beauty. Eh the show nice leh.
Haha now Vivien and I are deciding what to wear to go out! Cant seem to make a hard decision and she wna wear her pajamies hehe. Cel the pig is sleeping. Avis still having school I think. Alrights Dxo tonight if all goes well. But then again I'm not sure of the company cos Shah all pangseh so we'll see how.
I want a time machine,
Holidays are boring when your friends are overseas, when they have school, and the most hurtful - when they are asleep yet you're not!! )= Ahah now I know how they all feel when they try to wake me up to go out.
I think I'm like suffering from insomnia and its really quite bad. :l Like during 12 to 1 plus I'm fwreaking tired and I sleep, but then I jerk myself awake at bout 3 plus 4 in the morning and I can never get to sleep again. Hah I dont think its the msg tone and when I try to sleep my eyes just open automatically. I then fall alseep at bout 7 plus then I sleep all the way till noon time. Wah, great job there man. I think my body system and the world time is taking on a hit. Why dont they work both ways, now I'm starting to feel sleepy again...
Yay yesterday was major shopping. :] Shopping is love and i shopping shopping! Haha bought many many stuff but lost many many money also. Hur but it was a good retail therapy. Hurr then came home specially just to watch 50 first dates! :D Okay la not really specially but ya. Haha. So sweet la I still like the show. >< Then watched Saw II. Again fwreak la it was still as bad as the first time I watched it. Lol but I still love th plot, I love smart masterminds and how they reveal everything in the end. I'm waiting for Saw III to be out! Hurrrrr Imma real saddist.
Woke up early in the morning to go school tday. For Math! Did some revision, it was quite alright. Just that it was kinda draggy so we slacked at the void deck for damn long after the break. Haha ate at Crystal Jade with Cel, John and Edmund. Congee is the best! :) Tsk full to the max. Came home and watched 200 pounds of beauty. Eh the show nice leh.
Haha now Vivien and I are deciding what to wear to go out! Cant seem to make a hard decision and she wna wear her pajamies hehe. Cel the pig is sleeping. Avis still having school I think. Alrights Dxo tonight if all goes well. But then again I'm not sure of the company cos Shah all pangseh so we'll see how.
I want a time machine,
